Eargh.

It fucking pisses me off when I'm blamed for mistakes which are by no means my fault.

Fuck this shit. I'm too self-righteous to take things lying down. If it's my fault, I'll readily admit it & apologise. But it just wasn't.

Kthxbye.

I wish I could stop this tide of feelings that bubble up whenever I feel left out in certain scenarios.

I wish I could believe when I say "it's not me; they're not obligated to include me ALL the time; the world doesn't revolve around me".

I wish I could care less about what people may think of me.

I wish I could rid myself of insecurities.

I wish I could give a derisive snort, & flip the world the birdie.

I wish I could have a guy's disposition on such stuff.

Man, I really thought Michael Lynch was leaving. Daryl & I both wanted him to, since his arrogance is getting on our nerves & out of hand.

WHY DID THEY SAVE HIM? Anyways, after he really leaves for good, I'll be pretteh sad every elimination round, no matter who leaves. I kinda like all of them, even Tim Urban. Yes, he can't sing as well as the rest but he's cute & has a damn good attitude about everything, so I'm gonna be sad when he goes, probably next week.

Anyways, my favourites in order of preference:
Siobhan Magnus (this girl must win!)
Casey James
Lee Dewyze
Aaron Kelly
Crystal Bowersox
Andrew Garcia
Katie Stevens
Tim Urban
Michael Lynch

& I was already so sad when Didi left last week. :( :( :(

Dammit. After Michael leaves, I'm just gonna go, "Nuuuuuuuuuuuuu" everytime someone gets eliminated.