I gave you the answer you wanted, in spite of my own feelings. (That's how unappreciated I feel. I feel so unappreciated, I care more about your feelings than mine.)

& like I expected, you replied with a sarcastic jibe, even though you've got exactly what you wanted. See what I mean? You want to pin it on me, EVEN THOUGH you've got the answer. You want to do a huge round about & turn back & make me feel guilty.

How in the world would I want you to be proud, when I was the one who DIDN'T want to talk about it in the first place. You confuse me.