So...I haven't blogged for 3 days. Let's not even talk about blogging. I haven't stepped out of the house since Friday. I haven't seen proper sunlight for 5 whole days. I wonder whether the world has changed? Haha...yeah surely. I'll step out of the house & be surprised by flying cars & what not. Technology advances once again?

Well, ignore my pervious entry. I had a fight with my sis. Honestly. She doesn't ever come home. So why does she have to pick a fight with me the moment she returns? I see her like twice a month? Sometimes we'll all go out for dinner, sometimes she'll return to get some stuff. Goodness knows. Why doesn't she just get married & be done with it?! I'm thoroughly sick of my mom saying that she's not properly married & yet, she's like living with her fiance & all. Just get married coz' no one's stopping you. Eargh. Irritating.

Finished up my I-Search in the last 5 torturous days. Alright, so maybe I wasn't doing I-Search for like 24/7 non-stop. Well, one has got to take a break right? My brain does take time to digest & all. & whenever my brain juice has been used up, I need to sit & do some mindless, senseless stuff before returning to the paper. Been stuck at the comp for 16 hours everyday. I'm gonna get deep vein thrombosis. I freak whenever I feel like my body stiffening up & all. What if my heart seizes up? Haha...

So, finally, the paper is done. It's pretty skimpy in content. Loads of quotes that's all. But yeah, at least I've gotten that out of the way. As of now, it's Marketing, Marketing, & more Marketing! Tomorrow will be my first breath of fresh air in 5 days. The nice dewy morning...ok, no. Well, will be heading to school in the afternoon so it's probably the hot sun mercilessly lashing down on your back. Drats. I'd rather stay at home. Bleargh. But I've got to go for tuition at 6. Scary. The mom told me that her 2 boys are well, monsters. 2 little monsters! Let's just hope I'll be up to handling kids who'll climb all over my head. Tsk.

I can finally head to bed early today. Phew.

Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine

Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find
Oh why, oh why

I can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside

I won't forget, no I won't baby,
I don't know why (don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find

Oh why, oh why...why

Why

No I can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life

That's all I'm breathing for

Oh...tell me why
Oh won't you tell me why

I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

No, no, no

There's no air
Blue [Breathe Easy]