"I don't know."

"Anything."

"Up to you."

Jaded? I can't figure it out. I've always been excited. Still fresh about the whole thing. But then, disinterest sure can douse excitement. & I don't know whether the excitement will come back any time soon.

Is he just tired, or is he...tired of us? Is he really eager to meet me, or has it become a routine? Have the words been repeated so many times, he feels obliged to say it? Just to reassure me? Have we become desensitized?

Insecure? Paranoid? Over-sensitive? Too clingy? Maybe it's just me? I don't know, why don't you tell me?

I'm tired of guessing.