Here I am, at 1.05 AM eating instant noodles. I'm a freak I tell you. That's the exact same routine I had yesterday at 1 AM as well. My excuse yesterday was TV Production, & so I didn't have dinner. Today's excuse: Daryl decided to have KFC as dinner & I ABSOLUTELY hate fast-food (Pastamania ain't considered fast-food in my books, dahling) so I only had a large whipped potato. I swear, I have whipped potato coming out of my nose.

& so! We watched 'Hitch' at PS which was, average. Nothing to shout about. Wanted to catch 'Lemony Snicket's' but the timings were all screwed up.

Went to J8 & we shopped. Or I shopped. I bought a Project Shop Blood Brothers bag which looks really normal like those cheapass ones you can get from little makeshift stalls (that's how I got my previous one) & the material doesn't seem strong as well & it's at a disgusting price of $42. I swear I'm so clueless at times. Bought a pouch & a pencil case from Ice Lemon Tee & those stupid temporary tattoos. Not that I'm trying to be an ah lian or what not. We need pictures of a gangster & Daryl had to be sacrificed. We got rid of the stupid ah beng dragon tattoo (using 2 gallons of baby oil along the way) the moment I'm done with the pictures. Poor darling. I'll make it up to ya! *muah* Thank you for being such a sweetheart & agreeing! (I didn't force you, I merely persuaded you!)

& yes. I'll be going to school later, to do up some set for TV Prod. & also I'm helping Ms Ang with JAE from 1-5. Skye & I helped her on Friday morning & it turned out to be quite a lot of fun. We met new people, & the job was quite easy. Although it sure was difficult to break the news to the earnest ones who want to get into Mass Comm & don't qualify. We can't even accept their forms & it's so heartbreaking to tell them the bad news. We had to do it gently & all. Most of the time, it's Maths which got them all into trouble. There were a couple of them who got an A for English but D7 for Maths. Sigh. & the Chinese Studies applicants crack us up! Spermie (this Year 3 guy who was helping at the JAE as well & that's just a nickname, not a real name) was struggling with his Chinese & Skye & I just refused to help him & we watched & laughed. :P & there was this 1 girl who had like 10 points for L1R5 & she applied for Chinese Studies & we were all like, 'WHAT THE HELL?' & oh, I am NOT a stalker Skye. I just happen to have a photographic memory. Look who's the one sounding like a stalker the past few days! *erhemleghairerhem*. AHAHAHAHAHA!

WAH LAU! KuWei (my Taiwanese primary school classmate who went back to Taiwan like 5 years ago) just told me on MSN that I'm chubby. Grrrr. I don't know whether he mixed up that word with another word (I'm being self-delusional) but he just said that I look the same as I did in primary school & that I'm 'still chubby'. & I was like, 'Er, that's not a good thing you know?' & he was like, 'Huh? Still cute what!' I have no idea whether he actually understand the meaning of 'chubby'. Chubby doesn't equal to cute! Chubby means you're a 'fat fuck' (as Julius so kindly put it). I need to go on a diet. The late night instant noodles ain't helping.

Feeling grumpy already. My darling is going to India next Tuesday. For 1 & a half month. I am going to die. I am going to die. Die die die. :( We've been dreading it since like months ago but time is going against us. Eargh. How am I going to survive 1 & a half months?

I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creepin' about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)

It's gettin' hectic everywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
& why can't anyone see?

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]

I rock a
Lawsuit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm gettin' divorced
A black suit at the funeral
& my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talkin' on the phone
Got an interview
With the Rolling Stone
They're saying
"Now you're rich and
Now you're famous
Fake ass girls all know your name and
"Lifestyles" of the rich and famous
Your first hit are you ashamed?"
Of the life, Of the life, Of the life we're livin'

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live

Stop your messin' around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers
Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we're coming from
We've already seen
The worst that this life can bring
Now we expect it everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me (Just wanna live [x3])
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about the things that they say (Just wanna live [x3])
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Good Charlotte [I Just Wanna Live]