Fucking cramps. It's fucking making me hormonal & weepy.

Laptop was rebellious just now. Refused to switch on even after I repeatedly restarted 6 times.

It only started again when I was crying & got off the phone with my boyfriend. It must have pitied me.

I can't fucking concentrate. I merely skimmed through my notes once & it's 12.30 AM & I have a paper in about 9 hours which I'm not very prepared for.

& I'm not oblivious to verbal abuse, however mild or subtle it is.

Oh, & I'm not your sandbag.