I wish I could stop this tide of feelings that bubble up whenever I feel left out in certain scenarios.

I wish I could believe when I say "it's not me; they're not obligated to include me ALL the time; the world doesn't revolve around me".

I wish I could care less about what people may think of me.

I wish I could rid myself of insecurities.

I wish I could give a derisive snort, & flip the world the birdie.

I wish I could have a guy's disposition on such stuff.