Sam the walking disaster. All the accidents packed into me. Let's see, a day in school today had me tripping over a stone, after which I walked into a lamp post, & came home with 3 cuts on my arm, beside my knee & finger, & a huge bruise on my right hand. Fantastic. Just great.

Katie Webber didn't get in. Damn.

Atmosphere is killing me. The buzz in the air. All the coupley people walking around behaving in such a way I would barf. Ok, I'm such a bitch. Behaving in the way we used to.

I don't know. Everyone's asking me what I'm gonna be doing on Valentine's Day. Well, apparently, I don't want to remember this damn day so I'd be staying at home moping, help Daryl do his filming thang, come back, mope somemore, go to sleep with pillow over my ears. I planned so much. I was planning & ready to put my plans into action last week. & now, everything's gone.

Gosh. What's wrong? Don't you dare start Sam. It's just the bloody atmosphere. Blot them out!

I'll admit you're gone - when I think I'm able
Just like in that song, you turned all the tables
Now I know I'm wrong, life is hard to shoulder
I won't last too long, each day is getting colder
Falling constantly, shadows haunting me
Moving silently, day by day
Watching hopefully, waiting anxiously
That you might hear me, someday
That's what I pray
That's all I pray
I'm gonna be ok, it's gonna be okay

Looking ahead, there's nothing but blue days
But somehow I keep hanging on
I should spend time looking for new ways
'Cos blue days have taken quite a toll

The journey we were on - can't believe it's over
I can feel the storm, but I can't run for cover
Where do I belong I just keep on searchin'
I want to see the dawn of the day when stop hurting

Falling constantly, shadows haunting me
Moving silently, day by day
Watching hopefully, anxiously
That you might hear me, someday
That's what I pray
That's all I pray
It's gonna be ok, I'm gonna be okay
Rory Gallagher [I'll Admit You're Gone]