Went to catch 'Passion of Christ' with Lisa & Skye at Suntec today. Ok, technically, yesterday since it's past midnight already. Haha...I went to meet them at Suntec's Macs & almost couldn' t find it coz' Suntec is like HUGE & really complicating & I was just feeling a little lost. As usual. & the walk from City Hall MRT station to Suntec City is darn long! Can't they have another MRT station in Suntec itself? Bleargh.

Anyway, back to the show. It's really...gripping. I wouldn't watch it again. Don't think I can stomach it. It's really gruesome. & everytime he was lashed, I flinched. But Skye & Lisa teared. I suppose it's the religion. I guess I'm not as affected coz' I'm an atheist. But after that show, I do feel really stressed out. Really tense. Too much violence & pain. *shudders* But we had our moments too though. During one of the transitions, there were strains of music & we thought it was part of the show. But after some time, Skye looked at me & asked, 'Does Mel Gibson like techno?' & it took us a while to figure out some idiot's cell was ringing incessantly. Hello? Which part of 'SWITCH YOUR HANDPHONE TO SILENT MODE' don't you understand?

Kinda lost my appetite after the show. Stomach was churning non-stop. But me & Skye grabbed a bite still...I didn't take dinner. Coz' I ate such a tub of pasta in the afternoon. Haha...it was a productive Sunday. I woke up, gave my brother tuition, cooked pasta for my family, washed up, vacuumed, folded the laundry & washed the bathroom. Free labour. Haha...

Ok, gotta go do up my SocPsych journal, try to see what I can do for Marketing first, later in school gotta rehearse CATS, after which we gotta do Marketing again, & IAC! Darn IAC. I know I'm doing too much for IAC but the thing is, no one seems to be taking the initiative to start anything. I'm sorry if I seem to be over-authoritative...I just thought maybe being assigned things to do will speed things up a little. Sorry if I really do seem overly assertive.


Somebody said that I would make it big
Somebody said that I would be the kid
To go all the way, to go all the way
My daddy said, "Learn & you will go far
You gotta reach out for the highest star"
That's what he said, so that's what I did

& nobody said that I would feel this pain
Nobody said that I would feel this way
& now I need to explain

I've got something to give
I need someone to hold
I need a special kind of something
Coz' I don't wanna to be alone
I wanna learn how to love
I need to know care how to care
I got a special kind of something
That I just need to share

I didn't really think about the consequence
I got a one-way ticket out of innocence
But that was my dream, & this is my dream
I can't spend another night on my own
Never in my life felt so alone
Tell me, can I explain?

I've got something to give
I need someone to hold
I need a special kind of something
Coz' I don't wanna to be alone
I wanna learn how to love
I need to know care how to care
I got a special kind of something
That I just need to share

& if I keep pretending
How will you know
The message I keep sending
I got this special kind of something
That I need to show

I've got something to give
I need someone to hold
I need a special kind of something
Coz' I don't wanna to be alone
I wanna learn how to love
I need to know care how to care, oh yeah
I got a special kind of something
That I just need to share
Kavana [Special Kind Of Something]